No, really, i'm not!
Working in a shop almost killed me in this Christmas "holidays". Now I'm up, with a working computer (thanks to Ubuntu - Intrepid Ibex for working a-lot-better than WinXP).
So, I'll be using Gimp, UFraw et similia for now.

I'll upload something soon, I promise.

'till next time, goodbye _{(with the annoying monsieur lv1 voice)}

Yeah, arrived.
The place I stay is horrible, but have a comfortable bed. So, it's ok.

And, no way to have web connection without paying 100£ for the modem (what can I do if i have a modem and 2 phones for internet connection? I don't need another). So, internet cafe.

This place is strange, food is strange, but I love this little stop from my life.

And still didn't found any London Deviant to meet.

Yeah, that's true!
Coming to London, Sept 2nd night to Sept 7th morning!

If I can meet some of you british deviants, just tell me

I'll grab my notebook with me so I hope I'll still be able to submit stuff and browse dA.

That's the new set with the lovely ~shynga.
I went to Faenza (Ravenna) for this set to meet ~shynga and ~Graceful-In-Death and, I can tell you, they was two really great days


~Graceful-In-Death's ones are coming!

That's awesome! 10k pageviews!
Yeah, I know it's some times and I seen it a week ago, but I didn't want to brag about it without new shots and stuff, so here you are.
Thanks everyone

Here again, finished to upload the last set with the beautiful ~datzkale.


Many thanks to the great make-up artist ~imaginarygretel for her help. You enjoyed yourself, didn't you?

She's awesome, isn't she?

I like this new work, and the model liked that too.

I hope to receive some intresting critique.

Going to do some renovation in my life, so I'm doing some changes also in dA.
After some suffering, I feel I want to change. I want no connection to my previous happy life. I just want to make myself a.n.o.t.h.e.r happy life, not trying to make this shattered remains one (ugly) thing.

I'm working in a new project: *deoldenikkormat


Don't judge the awful name (I was searching something silly), but take a look! We need more passion-driven film photographers.

Thanks for loving my deviation Jam Session
_{(A whole morning to scan this film)}

The first 10 deviants who post in this journal asking for feature will be featured. I will go through your gallery and choose 3 of your deviations I like the most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that?

The catch?

You have to put this in your journal as well if you posted!

Thats all~!
_{(I was featured in ~Sorein703 journal)}

I really don't know why I like to be EMO here.
deviantART is about art, not about personal problem.
Who knows? Maybe I like to talk about personal problems with the few artist who care this journal. Or maybe I like more to expose my life and my thoughts with you, ARTISTS, and not with some real emo, depressed boys and girls and chat/myspace people.

I'm surrounded by great friends, but the main pillar of my life has fallen.
My girlfriend left me.
Worse again, se started a relation the day after with my best friend.

I feel empty, depressed, EMO.
I want to know some new people. To make new friends. To search new love.

I want to leave this place where someone is building his life upon my life's warm ashes.

I want a new life. I want my great friends with me.

I don't know what I want. Maybe I just want some love.

_{Sorry if I'm so EMO. Don't kill me, I'll be better.}

GO and my new shots with ~Sydia, she deserves that!

Thanks for loving my deviation Jam Session
Fatte le foto con la splendida =edera-ladygoth e gli altri membri della band Domina Noctis per l'album nuovo. Per ora top secret.

ed ora... settimana di vacanza.
Rimane in sospeso una photosession con ~Sydia per mancanza di location... ma mi adopererò; per trovare qualcosa.

Ho formattato il pc e ci rimetterò; un po' a reinstallare tutto e recuperare i dati, quindi arriveranno nuove foto..con calma.

Intanto, alcune delle foto della vecchia session con i Domina

<sub>e un breve quizzino divertente rubato da ~SadGirl311
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday

2. A place you'd like to travel

3. Your favorite place

4. Your favorite object

5. Favorite food

6. Your favorite animal

7. Your favorite color

8. The town/state/etc in which you live

9. Name of past pet
sorry, none
10. A dream come true
nothing i remember
11. Your nickname/screenname

12. Middle name
don't have one
13. Favorite Smell

14. Bad habit of yours

15. Your first job

16. Favourite Movie

17. What are you doing right now?

18. Whats The Weather Like?
don't know, because it's
19. Favourite Sport

20. Favourite Music/Style/Band</sub>


Grazie a tutti coloro che leggono, ogni tanto, i miei journal o visitano la mia pagina.
Thanks for everyone who reads my journal or view my page.

Ok, ho la macchina (fotografica), l'altra macchina (auto), un po' più di tempo rispetto al periodo natalizio ed un sacco di voglia di fare maree di scatti.
Mi manca solo quella punta di ispirazione che trasforma la voglia di scattare in voglia di fotografare.

Prossimi scatti (forse, vedremo, quando mai...)
Sydia
edera-ladygoth and Domina Noctis band

E' perchè succede qualcosa di brutto.
Beh, non per forza brutto brutto, ma qualcosa succede.
Stavolta scrivo perchè ho fatto un incidente scemo, perchè ci sono persone che hanno la patente e non si sa perchè. persone che mettono le quattro frecce e rallentano, e solo dopo che ti hanno convinto che si stanno fermando (ormai è ai 3 all'ora, non si sa per quale miracolo la macchina non si è ingolfata e cammina ancora) e tu inizi a superarli loro svoltano a sinistra e tu PAM. senza macchina per una settimana.
Ok, non posso lamentarmi, non mi sono fatto male.
Ma mi rompe le scatole essere senza mezzo di trasporto nell'unica settimana di ferie che ho da settembre scorso (lavorato tutto natale, sapete? perchè voi i regali da qualche parte dovete comprarli).

Ok, fine scazzo.
*rompe il monitor del pc a testate*

I decided to not become 20 because I really don't like the idea of the whole twenty thing.

I don't know, I don't feel to be "ready", to become a -real- adult. I just want to live (and really want to have a family, with my lovely ~GraceOfTheNight) and get a good job...

Yeah, the "good job" part is my project now.
I WANT TO become a photographer (pro or just a good amateur, I do not care). Just earn something (also if I have to do another job) from my passion.
Do something with my skills and improve them.

let's try out!

THANKS to everyone for the support
Special thanks to ~GraceOfTheNight =edera-ladygoth ~datzkale, Alessandra for support and love, thanks to *OnPix-artist for his friendship.

Many people put their thoughts here.
Usually I don't write much of me in Internet journals...
Maybe is the flue, the headache, but I'm really depressed.
I think, no, I FEEL I'll never become a "real" photographer.
I can be good, make good photos, but now I feel my dream to become a professional is only a dream.

And, by the way, there is nothing wrong here: I can live with it, I can just have photography as my hobby.
But, at this point, I really didn't know what to do in my life.
I'm working in a shop now (electronic products), I can't say I'm not happy there, but I can't say I'm happy either.

Don't know. Maybe is only the flue, the headache, my pc which is devoured by vitorb (a virus) and I want to take photos, but... I don't know, maybe is only the wrong month.

Uh, and I'm not going to have a birthday this year. I'll remain 19.